Friday, July 23, 2010

Thirty Things




the form of an old form



HAPPENS


The things

that do, happen

quickly, or

not at all.


TO BE


And or not

or feeling not

well or weeding

out the bad

that’s being.


ECHO


He said “lightning,

and the thunder.”


He said “lightning,

and the thunder.”


TIME


Is what happens to you,

when you count, counting

to keep track. or not

counting at all, you’ve lost

count to begin with.


FAKE KITCHEN


The plant leaves

on the floor, the flour

and crust of something

the coffee stains, stained

the almost white counter,

barely a counter, barely

a kitchen. There is both

jam and jelly, still. There are

times for both.


THE MIRROR


Says too many things

that are true.


A MAN THINKS


To be better

to be better

to be better batter

to be a better batter

to be a better batter,

like butter.


FRESH


The awful crush of

flesh found managed

but it’s new to you still.


*


The reason behind

the reason is that you

didn’t want to go anyway.


*


Who is unhappiness?

and we wail in waiting

like we’re in love.


PHOTO


These always

keep, keeping

me looking drunk

and out of style

and fucked.


ONE NIGHT


Across another

and another, left

the pee steps,

the further ones

and further out

the rains, the mess, the drain.


WORDS


They are

what we are

not that we are

what we were to say would be

to burn.


SUMMER


Right now, I’m sick

and later this thing

swings the swigs to

no one in particular.


SOAP


The dirty

ones

use it.


COLOR


The kind that

came through

the window,

tonight,

as bright as

white.


DISTANCE


This is what

we create

for ourselves.


*


The move, the

merrier movement

we danced as if we

didn’t have anything

better to do but be

so far away.


*


Faded faces

as a memory

token and taken

to bed each night.


AS IT RAINS


We sit, and think

about thinking being

like raining

and how they haven’t

come up with

a rain jacket

for thinking.


JAIL


I’ve never been,

but I hear

it isn’t nice.


WATER MUSIC


The leaking, like

letting things go.


PARTY


The say, what

little of what is

left

at the end of the

night is

our lives like

left in a heap

on the couch.


Something to

be cleaned up

tomorrow.


AWAY


Turning away,

or what’s in

from the out of

today, and the

away to be away.


SOUND


Sing me a song,

the one about how you

lost your legs in the war

and had to swim back.


I always liked that one.


TYPE


I type this as if

I were playing

a piano. I type

as if this were

my job. The type

of job that doesn’t

pay enough, but

you love, and I love

music. That’s the type

of love I love.


HERE


Here is there

where the

you is.


SAYING


Yes, that’s what

I was saying,

saying all along.


*


There are other

things to say,

simply that

you treat others as cacti,

or that I care about

you what do you say

now?


*


“I know. I made that part up.”


THREE


Isn’t company

stupid, it’s

a coward.


STILL NEWS


Until tomorrow.


SOMETHING


You did it,

but didn’t

believe it,

and you felt the same

way over the past decade.


*


You should see this flower.

You haven’t been

yourself.


*


There are things

that tell you

you should do

something about

some things.


CHANGE


Some things

just never

change.

do they?


LAUGHING


When something

this funny

happens in the air

there is only one

thing to do about it.


AS YOU COME


You teach kids

to read; honey, I’ve been

so better off with you

and I want you to know

it isn’t

an Alice

or a weathered, withered Beatrice.

The seeing comes like

something felt in the deep

folds of my older flesh.

The place where there is

no more anymore.


*


Hanging on until

Fall, I’ll recall the

times of the summer

spent fresh and full

and fulfilled.


*


And how I

speak to you

over rather

people versus

landing in

jail. Hands down

she sleeps beside

herself

and, it’s cheaper

after she’s

woken up.