Tuesday, July 20, 2010

I am Stan Brakhage (Pop Goes the Wurlitzer)



I am Stan Brakhage.


And I say bite. And what to make

of a dry spell. The body under

it’s yellows. Strapped to the old

corner, surrounded by glittering

verifications.


What do past deserve. As halved.

The automatic. An animator like

Walt Disney. During the more British

months, frames with tension and rad-

iates so you can feel. Saying so like

you aught to know. An elephant can’t

dance, dummy. The news of Q-Tips

told the wrong way, at the wrong time

being the wrong news, being a sore point.


I’ll ask beside it. Plots me. Do not like,

a little, get screwed. And dramatic. Bring

me the I can spell you faster than that one

can. Eating worked because it was a

catered event. You seems you can’t look at

the wall covered darker than taken for Powell.


He was no movie tycoon. But mutually beneficial.


Should I act? Whether or not I’d get the part?

As long as the tax stays in place, we’ll reach under

our known film war raged. And a backlog of immediate

American titles left waiting in the wings.


I had like him pictures of him looking the same as

him and how he looked usually, most days, dressed

up like him and how he would dress, in various styles

and fashions, like he always does, never settling exactly

on what he wants to look like, how he looked in looking

so looking back, so striking, the object we’ve gotten to

know. That’s how the pictures of him look to me know.


In the film, we have no access to his inner thoughts.

His plan to confront his usual onscreen suit. This along

with everything we stopped learning.

We gave up from complicated

really tatters,

and this basic consumption

that we bellow out and belch.


Six miles south and we could be

new again. All over his leading man.

And, in an interesting footnote, he

could not curtail his eventual decline.


This is breathing of old and how and

the image of moths. What lacks surprise

and the ideas of the sun. In his hotel room.

With apparently this Russian who takes

possession of self-loathing and the way

he played the part. Visits that makes words

would. Geometry of expression that has

not yet proved to be a bad omen. You can

almost imagine him here, softly smoking his

cigars, and sipping vodka, getting cold feet.


But that’s his problem.


My bringing my star back. That’s starlighting.

Further back in the romantic imagination that

produced the classic fairy tale. A lost generation

that people generally find sometime in their teens.

Casual pages, stolen, so that there are stories

that link to the psychological for no reason other

than figures of fantasy and eerie sit in your belly.

the brain that your body is.


Harsh punishments for innocent

transgressions. Before they find

peace in Heaven. Gloomy descent

that it is, we’re all post-Freudians

now.


Some days, taken up by a taken down

old lady, the unstoppable execution can’t

reconcile the cutting of a tail

in two.


And world here where children,

and that too shall pass. Doesn’t

translate into two dogmatic masculine

projections of desire, as such,

sleep-walking and communicating

through the naked man,

found in the morning,

sleeping on the couch.


There are many definitions to doors.

Revolving doors, making more meanings

than are really possible to ever contain.

The edges of the frame, always somehow

outside of vision.


One of the last scenes to be filmed:


The house of blocks, coffee, crumpets

with jam and the absolute right. The

examination of humor as not that funny,

not very funny at all. The image of that

old stink I’d made, the lion in the grass,

and the Zebra I had made my Zelda.