Spunkmaster, lectures 13 & 14
(on the nature of why i am not a magician & the panicked exercise that ensued)
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“Manino, Oh my poor-poor Manino” – Boris Izsus
5.1 I neverever i never said, that this said “my Inner World indicates” a dictational dictate (I, fucking Dictate) & the Dictator being: The Body I loved, that I set to stone, that I set to a thy World fingerfucked betwixt (I always, belonged) to *You in chains.
5.2 “Thus, we come to the *End—[?]”
5.21 I thought we’d to, had we *died—[?]
5.212 Thus being (being) is forming only into a final derivative *heartfelt *goodbye—[?]
5.2121 poof—[!]
5.2123 Oh, I’m so undeniably alive—[!]
5.21231 poof—[!]
5.21232 How cruel it is, trying to describe what is clanging about in this Head
5.212321 “When I am writing, I attain a level of the utmost clarity of that which I wish to express in my Head; like peeling one’s eyes, during the morning commute, on the EL Train, packed in like Sardines, upon the finest Ass that erupts into one’s vision out of nowhere, yet so undeniable there & so undeniably, hypnotically grand, that one could not turn away from, even if one was bitchslapped by the meanest pigbitch in all of Chicago, this is my mind-set when writing-------------->literally caught in the bowels of tunnelvision. Yet afterwards, when I am finished, when I rest, when I rise, I look at these words I have put down, I read these thoughts which seemed so logical, so concrete when I had written them & I find myself, standing above, these papers in one hand, the other hand, clenched, desperately through the tufts of my most glorious hair & I think ‘What. What in the, what in the fuck is He fucking talking about here?’ & this pains me.” – Boris Izsus
5.22 & through this, I am judged by this Act of these acts.
5.23 Thus---------------->is its observation my truth-condition—[?]
5.221 Oh but then I forget. I forget about this Torment because I see something shiny in the corner & I run to it—[!]
5.2212 Oh, it’s is me bones—[!] My Beautiful Bones—[!]
5.22122.1 boner
5.22123 & all there is, is these/is, is are all in my Head-is, my beautiful Head—[!]
5.23
One will not feel compelled to read over & over again my Brutalità Bella—[!]
But in my Voice, you shall see how my beautiful pork was meant to Speak—[!]
La—la—laaaa—la—laaaaaaa—la
5.223 & I fucking delight in the *Fact of mymymy (how I) *Fool
5.23 & Though this speech: blows, rises depositing strange—[ily] I, stock-up which serves as a memory to those living creatures which harmed my flees & through this i.e. my working-away, is the searching for flies on I, shit & becomes my speech, my memory, all that I hold soso dear-------------->Language & it’s------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->“Oh Dear” it’s the cumdumpster ass
5.231 & thus this working-away, is working-away my Thoughts working-away from thee & thus Me--------àbut only a void, a voice or supposedly two Heads ejaculated & said “suddenly, this is for you” sores through this surge, to beat through this sequence so that in the desire of reaching the Land[e]scape, the detonation of which thy cannot compass, the detonation of thy, inner-stride the space-------àof the lungs so low to slowsolow blow from within thy --------->someone less real, someone against The Rest against the distance that keeps thy from the madness of Winter in 2 short days
5.232 Thus, approach----------->the Predictions I, resist (attempt) patterns--------->existing in mymymy little shitflowers upon thy tried this erasure & failed twice------------->Objective------------->the finalfinal goodbye I’m left smacking all my (hideous) Children from behind—[!]
5.2321 Thus, this *piece follows as such----------------->crippling, under the weight these *final days I, fully tried to prove something in my rectumflowers as such------------------>crippling me such
5.2322 But again, bend me slowly, by your Hand, in a threatening tone in this City & rest with me, in your Lap as in, “the tone of the *prickish such” of which, the status of The Body, is one of quivering down the parole of the deviant Structure (I Body).
5.233 i.e. this (this—writing) of this (this—writing) of this, is (is—like) of this, is (is—like) like bruising (like bruising so) like bruising so (so past—so) so past (past blackening) of, the mind (the mind—torn) torn the mind (mind apart) like, it is (like—is) an Orifice, opening---------------------->
------------------------>as a result, my *Health was something more miserable (picture) fucking my own Structure (other) rather than (viewing) our joining—[!]------------------------------------>
------------------------>Thus to index these flowers in my Heart, lies the cocoon set for the neck, tender & turned down, from the Head in the bed, awaiting the Violence in thy eyes
5.2331 in other words----------------------->you are my bricka-brack
5.23.4 To put it simply: “thy Notation is representative of the sad-sad expressions or “I’m standing against” all these propositions “which torment me” or against The Other which torments me the same, which is not a contradiction of speech, nor of only they are thy FX in which I abuse-upon the other-real of those owning a better speech-complexion—[!] My Object, shall not be obscured by “A” or what “A” seems to posses, is fundamental to the Structure of which, in accordance, I wish to pervade, in which, I wish to destroy, at all fucking costs.”
5.232 The Force of the Texture of this forces my correlating to begin with
5.233 A mode of my modal FX is the truth is that mymymy--------------->
-------------->my morning poops make me Sing—[!]
Thus *Judge me not for thy revelations are thy cleansing—[!]
This is thy sole truth-operation—[!]
-------------->my morning poops make me Sing—[!]
Thus *Judge me not for thy revelations are thy cleansing—[!]
This is thy sole truth-operation—[!]
5.234 Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this
Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!] Thus, if I am correct, we are beginning to get to getting the Sense, that sense is the Sense of all this is in this Sense------------------>Oh, my poorpoor—[ily] made Children, do not weep for me—[!]
5.2345 The above statement surely, is surely a logical lube upset in I, state “I am non—nonsensical—[!]” resting alone on my simple plateau & holding all my propositions in my loving “Arms”------------->becomes increasingly, the Figure I, defy by the very odoring of these Propositions upon (Against) the arms of “Arms” as in--------->“Arms” is + “the it of this is” = generally speaking “Arms” is shitoutta luck
5.2346 Thus, this bring us to the nex’tus proposition------------->”I kid I kid I was kidding about thou weeping—[!]
5.2341 For--------------->
Oh, pleaseplease weep for me—[!]
My Mind is a beautiful mess
(but my Body is the one that needs caressed)—[!]
Oh, pleaseplease weep for me—[!]
My Mind is a beautiful mess
(but my Body is the one that needs caressed)—[!]
5.242 Oh, let *Him explain “Sign describing (my) affairs that to (be) that this (then will be) the (Question) is to whether (I) have (enough Ketchup). When the following does (shit) to we: something (something) as of complete example (of how) I (am Insane) about (fucking) & determinate it be they (I’m fucking) (not) named “A” introduced (bitchslaps) given correctly (upon these) propositions is (a) possibility relation (of my Retaliation). The but (my Butt feels) different (or) that or how (finely it) consists (&) cannot be (wounded) would (like to put-it) in “P” (black or) white simply (rid me of these) propositions that which (torment in) successive (stop) the brackets, (from) satisfying by (my very) expression affirms (the) fact (of my) logic-tautology from (the) states (of my) elementary false (fucking). This Indeed, (is thy) Number therefore means logic (huh—[?) on the in (ridding myself of) propositional terms, (&) the assertive logical picture presented (of that World) FX as someone (dumbing-down the shit) of it (slipping) in (&) of still (I) be must, must (be my Face) is a world to like of the are (like—?). This exists following the side (of my Hide) “A” means also another (Intruder) or as has (my Ass in hand) that with “A” to (bite) it occurs since it is constructed (so finely) in the here substitute (Ketchup—[!), not (my) truth-operations, in a live expression that can proposition sense X working (so) that (my cold) could (harden) facts be (formed) articulate (so, I shall articulate).”
5.25 All my *truth-conditions temporally claim to contain to claim the vicious vice of tete—e—tete
5.251 For in truth The Exterior World----------->“whatever, World”
5.26 The only known verb in the entirety of these propositions that matters-------------->“move”
5.261 The only known (dictatorial) statement of these propositions that matters------------->move motherfucker, move”
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5.253 All:
5.2531 These fucking Propositions.
5.2532 Now End
5.2533 fucking me in the End
