Monday, November 15, 2010

I saw my Cranial Outburst on the Scene

I saw my Cranial Outburst on the Scene

(to have the appearance of the sun

my dear, my dearme this is the purpose:

notes towards a…)


- lunch writing-









“Eventually everything within me, will die in an ecstatic *Action of Joy” - Boris Izsus


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exit, action


In all fairness------------------->there are Victims which I care about


In all fairness----------------------->there are Scenes that I seek to *act-out


In a fairness--------------------------->there are Victims that I seek to *sieve-out


In all fairness------------------->there are Victims which I needn’t care about


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though some will protest

about that which is tasteless


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bodylurch a (scene in) service: (in



to) my skin lurches (lunch)----------------------.>smells like a real honey, Honey


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How the Body lurches for a lick


(links)


Gunna’get’a’lickin



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stat:


At this time, right now, in this moment, currently, to begin with, my rehearsals here, careen & carried away in my


thin “Arm”


arms


here:


Imagining smoke extending so—[?] Bust’em just-so & tumbling limbs (let’s get back to this Image)


His labor dies------------------------->to change


(charging-in) movement, supposedly to it’s former place, at the end of this Line, the form of a Dream, as in, this moment, is (beginning) the


Face (becomes visible) [*lightly] lit the (scene: lighting) Match.


His Face lit as he lights a Match.


(such an *Image lacks stability)


A hermeometrics:


“stuck of a struck spends upon my lower Body fails me”


strongly—[?]


Nonono & this is the problem:


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(& this is the Problem)

The days spent in repetition of regret

(& this is the Problem)

The days spent in repetition of the Body’s ecstatic torsion

(& this is the Problem)

The day’s spent in repetition of leaving a harsh trail

(& this is the Problem)

The days spent in repetition of calling up a name to *that Face

(& this is the Problem)

The day’s spent in repetition of unintentional (bodily) hospitality

(& this is the Problem)

The days spent in repetition of the movement towards the word: enact

(& this is the Problem)

The days spent in repetition of “here can’t risk that harm”

(& this is the Problem)

The days spent in repetition from solitude to *sorry is sorry

(& this is the Problem)

The days spent in repetition of *those days, those lostlost days

(& this is the Problem)


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Soundslipsolow


or-------------------->the Body’s astonishing (Cruel) capability


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This morning on the EL, I realized I had a recognizable lack of fullness


Thus, I thought:


If my belly were truly empty then my acts would become preposterous


(A Body of over-full derision—!)


If my belly were truly empty then my acts would become preposterous


(A Body of over-full derision—!)


If my belly were empty, perhaps I’d be happy


in summation:


skin the skin

(deliriously—!)


skin the skin

(deliriously—!)


as in:


flatten the fullness

(as you please—!)


flatten the fullness

(as you please—!)


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though some will protest

about that which is tasteless


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1. Perhaps I just can’t bare the fullness

2. Human struggle is different than the body’s struggle (fully)

3. (fully—?)

4. We (anxiously) allay our energy (as such)

5. Loose—[ily] led in my loogey-being-------------------------àthe way to the pure—[!]

6. Here, one must sustain the upper-most weight of repetition

7. The blown standard, as in getting’head projection

8. (is my Head, harmonious)

9. (fully)

10. before thy strike


to strike (_________________) is


to Blank (_________________) is


is strikingly

\


whistling by my whistle-stop


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Now

Limited by what [*I] noticed

[*Violence] as it were


less than certain [as

it were] appears (to be) forced


this [*Body] Act------>in effect

how [*Beautiful] we


decline to speak “more”


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“more”


&


“more”


becomes


“more”


&


“more”


over-bearing


becomes


“more”


&


“more”


becomes


“more”


&


“more”


becomes


“more”


over-bearing


how


my *Inspection


inspects


my Space


(spaces)


weigh


“more”


(Face)


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(to

Face)


Engage enough tough-tits [to *Mouth] Space


(more) tit-for-tat----------------------------------->(to Face)


make (more) Space (more)


after partying, after happening----------------------------------->(to Face)


make (more) Space (more)


muck-of-a gasper Space (*gasp) in your Face----------------------------------->(to Face)


make (more) Space (more)


Describer my hygiene plane (space) ----------------------------------->(to Face)


make (more) Space (more)


pouring into a fattening of my fattened (in)difference----------------------------------->(to Face)


make (more) Space (more)


Bitch, you so tasteless in subjects this any-case----------------------------------->(to Face)


make (more) Space (more)


(to


Face


to)


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recipe:


Inspection of infusions (the more) prepared using 50g of (efface) Space for Inspection of Intrusions per subject of pounding (pounds). Heat the (Body) Inspection to the point of a boiling over (efface) Space, for a few minutes (more), to coagulate some of the (left-over) Space (efface). For best results, Inspect at 32° C for 1 hour (more). Heat the Inspection of infusions to a boiling (over) Space (efface). Add (more) poundings (pound), so that, poundings (pound) pound poundings. (Pound) Towards a (parting) painting (pound).


Towards a rendered excess (excesses) the plot parts to (pound) poundings.


strike (pounds)


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Oh lordy’be how my tongue did sick:


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[see]


seesome


[some]


a-lil-somesome


[see


some—?]


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Alright enough’sa’nough, Honey:


put your swallows under my wallow swallows


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1. “circular how the vein struck once in the sun.”

2. “please be my Abandonment”

3. “the Deferment from thy Limbs hurt”

4. “lashed upon lashes”

5. “lashly / lately”




fresh/flesh which became Beaten, became Blue, became to Ache, became to *game


the action, exit