Sunday, August 1, 2010

DECLINE/DELIRIUM (in five reels)





Reel 1: Mezzo-Soprano

Reel 2: Tenor

Reel 3: Boy’s Choir

Reel 4: FX and robotic voice

Reel 5: Bass



REEL 1

REEL 2

REEL 3

REEL 4

REEL 5


the rest of enunciated as last to be bothered with it







I said never bet the sucker.








Here there,

the same thing he sang the last time.



Blue tint - there were sworn enemies of state and sat across from them eating

pancakes.


the same songs that sound sorrowful and yet make him happy.


And yes, it’s a boy.


The truth of such if asked then, as such, is as such a moment to ponder, pointlessly, there’s no body left to beg or bargain for.


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There are nicer slighter moments, in thievery.


The choice,




a rotten bargain.





The high line of broaching a topic to be better left alone.



A boy.






best boy in the

world.







The in any day,

delivered as a

baby boy.

I couldn’t sleep last night, or so I thought, but in the morning found a bag, from where I do not know, next to the toilet.





Could one ask the not unusual ask, as a please, please?








The boy is better than the other boy is better than the boy you remind him of.





The

torture

of

being

and

the

laughter

life

brings.













a bag full of bags, but empty.


quince cold orange and I have a half-flight of instances where there are no senses left to lose





I have seen what they know.







lousy, fuck.
















boy.







The haggard, in

the yard.





I saw it there today.










The left overs are going bad, the steak in particular.

To wish you seriously had not given seriously had not given what was giving left to give there were other people here there were things to be done there were many mentions of the word “pulse”.






boy now you know.











what for a what for not for you.







Like something out of chamber music, a slight sigh that can be heard by those sitting next to you. I guess you could call it a string, out of whack, but it’s still you.

but I’ll let it sit a little longer and see if it gets any more grease up in this place.




Tick





tock






tick.







the boy has a penis like a branch of a tree and birds like to sit on it and sing and that’s what it’s like, being the boy with the dick birds like to sing to.





The touch of

your hand

is enough

to crush me.









I didn’t touch a

pair of strings,

you didn’t touch

you only sing







She was dead in

the water.

I’ve had it enough with it let’s dance. It wouldn’t matter much to me if we didn’t but I’d still like to anyway.






Let’s dance.





Honey, it’s a boy.

Is hard something. More great than that. I’m like this, what passes me and cheap and insensitive.


You make phone calls at night.


The quiet kinds.






I’m both too ugly and sad to worry about the things that most people worry about.



I picked, and picked

and put it down





The laughter and

small children







Punk don’t dance,

baby,


punk don’t dance.








a baby boy.




But we’ll see,

if might be darker

if the markets

are right.






Perfect, perfect,

it was exactly me.

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But I will dance with you and I will sing with you and I will manage with you and I will damage with you and I will come with you come what may.









Train a cigar like a phallus.







I’ll shake the first rains free, like free like they don’t cost anything.

and mostly I wished and was buried like that as a wish on another season or like a better cause

the reason I spent my money the way I did. Because I had reasons to do the things I did and

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(This part of the sentence was erased by you) bite it.





I went to another window and beneath it, I kneeled. I heard of things I hadn’t heard before and saw a man be shot.

those reasons were enough, enough enough enough. I had enough in the bank to justify my spending so I figured there wasn’t any reason not to spend, not foolishly, no, but with a valid

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reason and that’s why I did it, not because you slept with him, not because you lie. I did it because I wanted to, because I could and thank you for noticing.

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