Thursday, August 5, 2010

F[]v[] M[]ss[]ng Th[]ngs ([]nd s[]m[]t[]m[]s s[]x)


Th[] []sk th[] d[]st[]r []s w[]rn[]ng. [] c[]ll[]d h[]r []n []t. Th[]r[] []r[] m[]ny t[]m[]s wh[]n th[]r[] []r[] j[]st s[] sl[]ght [] th[]ng []s b[]g[]nn[]ng t[] gr[]w n[][]r[]r []r f[]rth[]r []r []ns[]d[] []r [][]t. N[]v[]r m[]nd th[] c[]ld ch[]p []n th[] f[]c[]. N[]v[]r m[]nd th[] f[]c[] []t []ll. []ll [] w[]nt t[] d[] []s sl[][]p []nd b[] gr[]t[]f[]l. Th[]r[] []r[] pl[]nty []f m[]ss[]ng th[]ngs h[]r[], y[]s, w[] []ll kn[]w th[]m, []nd w[] l[][]k f[]r w[]ys []f r[]pl[]c[]ng th[]m []nc[] []g[][]n. Th[] []g[][]n []s th[] p[]rt th[]t k[]lls m[]. Th[] s[]d[]w[]lk [] s[]m[]t[]m[]s []xp[]ct t[] s[][]nd l[]k[] m[]. Th[] f[]ct [] th[]nk [] s[]d[]w[]lk c[]n s[][]nd l[]k[] []nyth[]ng b[]t b[]rdsh[]t []nd []th[]rs. W[]lk[]ng gr[]ws t[]r[]s[]m[], s[] [] t[]k[] th[] b[]s. Th[] []th[]r d[]y [] n[]t[]c[]d s[]m[][]n[] g[]t []n []nd []ff th[] b[]s []n []n[] st[]p. []n[] []v[]n[][] bl[]ck. [] []ss[]m[]d th[] p[]rs[]n w[]s d[][]ng [] l[]k[] j[]k[], s[]m[]th[]ng t[] p[]ss th[] t[]m[], t[] []m[]s[] h[]ms[]lf. [] d[] th[]t fr[]m t[]m[] t[] t[]m[]. [] l[]ttl[] s[]m[]th[]ng t[] p[]ss th[] t[]m[], th[]r[]’s s[] m[]ch []f []t, []nd th[]r[]’s n[]t []lw[]ys s[]m[]th[]ng []n TV []r y[][]’r[] t[]r[]d []f r[][]d[]ng, t[]r[]d []f wr[]t[]ng. Wh[]t []s c[]l[]r[][] c[][]nt[]ng wh[]n y[][]’r[] d[]wn? Th[]r[] []r[] m[]ny w[]ys []f c[][]nt[]ng. []n f[]ng[]rs, t[][]s, w[]sh[]s. B[]ckl[] []p []nd s[]t []n []t’s fr[][]d[]m []f sp[][]ch y[][]’r[] w[]rr[][]d []b[][]t b[]ddy. N[], th[]t’s n[]t []t. []t’s h[]v[]ng [] c[]nv[]rs[]t[][]n w[]th [] p[]rs[]n, [] r[][]l c[]nv[]rs[]t[][]n th[]t c[][]nts []n th[] m[]nd l[]k[] y[][] c[]n c[][]nt []t. Y[][] []nd y[][]r w[]bb[]d st[]t[]s []f st[]t[]s. []v[]nts th[]t n[]v[]r c[]m[] []r w[]nt, th[]y j[]st w[]r[]. S[][]nd l[]k[] y[][] []nd m[][]n wh[]t [] s[]y. F[]c[] []nd []rms, []rmy’s b[][]n th[]r[] b[]f[]r[]. [] f[]n[] []pp[][]nt[]d m[]nd b[]g. Th[]r[] []r[] th[]ngs th[]t c[]m[] []nd g[] s[] fr[]q[][]ntly []nd w[]’r[] l[]ft t[] m[][]rn, []s []f m[][]rn[]ng w[]s []n []ct[][]l []ct[][]n. [] st[]t[] []s n[]t []n []ct[][]n, j[]st l[]k[] h[]w y[][] c[]n b[] by j[]st b[][]ng st[]ll. Wh[]t []ct[][]n t[]k[]s pl[]c[] th[]r[], wh[]t r[]sp[]ns[]? Th[]r[]’s th[] ch[][]c[] []f th[]nk[]ng []s []ct[][]n, b[]t []v[]n th[]t d[][]sn’t r[]q[][]r[] th[] b[]dy t[] m[]v[]. [] w[]lk []cr[]ss th[] r[][]m t[] r[]f[]ll my w[]t[]r []nd th[]t []s s[]ch [] b[]r[]ng []ct[][]n []’m []mb[]rr[]ss[]d t[] m[]nt[][]n []t h[]r[]. Th[]s v[]ry []ct []f wr[]t[]ng []s []ct[][]n []s []f []t w[]s []nyth[]ng m[]r[] th[]n m[] m[]v[]ng my f[]ng[]rs []cr[]ss [] pr[]s[]pp[]s[]d pl[]n[]. D[]n’t t[]ll m[] tr[]th h[]rts, l[]ttl[] g[]rl, c[]z’ []t h[]rts l[]k[] h[]ll. Thr[]ll[]d gl[]ss []nd d[]m[]gn[]t[]z[]d s[]rf[]c[]s. Wh[]t []s th[] []ld s[]ng, []f n[]t bl[][]. []t’s [][]sy d[][]ng th[] [][]sy th[]ng, []nd c[]mf[]rt[]ng, []v[]n wh[]n w[] kn[]w []t’s l[]zy, l[]zy []s c[]mf[]rt[]ng []s w[]ll. [] l[]k[] t[] b[] l[]zy []ll th[] t[]m[]. [] ch[]rr th[] wr[]tch []nd m[]k[] []t l[]y []n my b[]d []s l[]ng []s p[]ss[]bl[]. []r[]t[]cs []n th[] []th[]r, []th[]cs []n th[] []th[]r, y[][]rs[]lf []n th[] []th[]r. []th[]r th[]n th[]t, [] w[][]ld b[]t th[]t th[]r[] w[]ll []nd []p b[][]ng [] f[]w p[]g[]s m[]ss[]ng fr[]m my m[]m[][]r, []f th[]t []ct[][]n w[]r[] []v[]r t[]k[]n, th[]t m[]ght b[] t[]tl[]d “Th[] T[]m[] []n N[]w J[]rs[]y”. []t’s []nly f[]r[]v[]r. N[]. N[]n[] []f []s []r[] H[]m[]r. Th[]r[] []r[] t[][] m[]ny H[]m[]rs s[]ng[]ng []n t[][] m[]ny d[]ff[]r[]nt k[]ys f[]r []ny[]n[] t[] d[]c[]d[] wh[]’s [] tr[][] H[]m[]r []nd wh[]’s [] f[]k[]. []nd w[] []ll cr[]b h[]m []nyw[]y. Th[] pr[]bl[]m w[]th []pt[][]ns []s th[]t th[]r[]’s t[][] m[]ny []f th[]m. Th[]t’s th[][]r b[][][]t[]f[]l c[]rs[]. []nd w[]th s[] m[]ny p[][]pl[], w[]th s[] m[]ny []pt[][]ns, []t’s n[] w[]nd[]r th[]t th[]ngs g[] m[]ss[]ng, th[]r[]’s s[]ch [] fl[][]d []f st[]ff []s []t []s. Th[] th[]ng []f []t []s, wh[] d[]c[]d[]s wh[]t g[]t[] t[] k[][]p, wh[] r[]sc[][]s th[] dr[]wn[]ng []nd wh[] b[]r[][]s th[] dr[]wn[]d. Th[]t’s []n []ct[][]n th[]t h[]s n[] []ct[][]n t[] []ct[][]n. P[][]pl[] try, s[]r[]. B[]t wh[]t b[]c[]m[]s []f th[] st[]t[] []f th[]ngs. W[]’r[] []ll []tch[]ng []n [][]d[][]nc[], []nd th[]t d[]s[]r[] f[]r l[]v[] b[]rns l[]k[] s[] m[]ny m[]r[] m[]ss[]ng th[]ngs. W[] []ll ch[][]t []n [][]r l[]v[]d []n[]s w[] l[]v[] th[]m s[] m[]ch. W[] []ll l[][] t[] m[]k[] [][]rs[]lv[]s m[]r[] l[]v[]bl[], []nd th[]n l[][] []g[][]n wh[]n w[] w[]nt t[] b[] h[]t[]d. W[] t[]nd t[]w[]rds []n [][]tw[]rd gl[]nc[] []f l[]ng[]ng b[]t th[]t’s r[][]lly [][]r l[]ng[]ng t[] g[] t[] th[] []th[]r r[][]m []nd m[]st[]rb[]t[] [] l[]ttl[]. N[], th[]t’s j[]st my []wn cl[]bph[]t[][]d b[]tch []g[][]nst th[] b[]tt[]r [][]t th[]r[], th[]y’r[] th[] b[]st. D[] y[][] g[] l[]ft, []r r[]ght? D[] y[][] st[]y []t th[] b[]r []nd []v[]l[][]t[] th[] d[]ff[]r[]nt f[]ll[]ngs y[][] c[]n t[]st[]? D[] y[][] f[]ld? D[] y[][] b[]nd []r br[][]k? [] h[]t[] []s[]ng w[]rds l[]k[] “tr[]th” []nd “f[]ct[][]n” []s th[]t d[]ch[]t[]my []s j[]st s[]ch b[]ll. [] h[]t[] []s[]ng w[]rds l[]k[] “[]rt” []nd “p[][]try” []nd “cr[][]t[]v[]” []s []t pl[]c[]s [] f[]nct[][]n []n s[]m[]th[]ng th[]t []v[]ry[]n[] d[][]s, wh[]th[]r th[]y kn[]w []t []r n[]t. L[]f[], w[]th []ll []t’s m[]ss[]ng th[]ngs, []s []rt []n[][]gh.

Th[]s []sn’t p[][]tr[]. Th[]s []s c[]mm[]nt[]r[].