Thursday, October 28, 2010

SPUNKMASTER: LECTURE 10 (ON THE NATURE OF BEING IN LOVE & OTHER MEATBALL MENTALITIES)


spunkmaster: lecture 10 (on the nature of being in love & other meatball mentalities)






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1)


This *Construction is becoming ‘subcutaneous’ says nothing of my exiting so I *injected Eventivities by the *Neck

I repeat--------------->where X—is to—“A” P—is the—X—[es] that *Vexes—[!]


This *Construction is becoming ‘subcutaneous’ says nothing of my exiting so I *injected Eventivities by the *Neck

I repeat--------------->where X—is to—“A” P—is the—X—[es] that *Vexes—[!]


This *Construction is becoming ‘subcutaneous’ says nothing of my exiting, which is beginning to begin my troubling


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1.2)


or------------------------------------>



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1.3)


I am a goose to no law passivities my enemies

pounding upon my *Constructions in fits—[!]


I am a goose to no law passivities my enemies

pounding upon my *Constructions in fits—[!]


I am a goose to no law passivities my enemies

or---------->my own passivities is what impacts my enemies


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1.4)


as I speak to you now, I’m just hearing about this impact to head


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1.5)


Because the reason to box produces my box

“There are victimivities, there are eventivities”


Because the reason to box produces my box

“There are victimivities, there are eventivities”


Because the reason to *Box is a reason to boxed

Because the reason to *Box is the only reason to box


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1.6)


in other words----------------------->


the reason to box erasures the erasures erasure the erasuring of the world erases


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1.7)


Because the World outside is all that will fade

I hurt knowing, our Love no longer will Exist


Because the World outside is all that will fade

I hurt knowing, our Love no longer will Exist


Thus, this *Construction is laying hold to a *Body in ‘perpetuity’ so to post-haste my Terminalivity in Erasurivity

Now Close your Eyes: the present value of our Intimacy, is at a future point in time, barreling our growrel me forever


Thus, this *Construction is laying hold to a *Body in ‘perpetuity’ so to post-haste my Terminalivity in Erasurivity

Now Close your Eyes: the present value of our Intimacy, is at a future point in time, barreling our growrel rate forever


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1.8)


thus, this *construction is laying hold to-------------------->


a *body & the weight hurts when it growrels in thy belly


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1. In & out of the Hospital, when I think of our Love, I miss it

“Thus---------->don’t move, don’t chew, don’t breathe


2. In & out of the Hospital, when I think of our Love, I miss it

“Thus---------->don’t move, don’t you, don’t breathe


3. In & out of the Hospital, when I think of our Love, I miss it

“Thus---------->don’t move, don’t rest, don’t breathe


4. In & out of the Hospital, when I think of our Love, I miss it

“Thus---------->don’t move, don’t coo, don’t breathe


5. In & out of the Hospital, when I think of our Love, I miss it

“Thus---------->don’t blink, don’t eat, don’t think


6. In & out of the Hospital, when I think of our Love, I miss it

“Thus----------->don’t move, don’t cough, don’t breathe


7. In & out of the Hospital, when I think of our Love, I miss it

“Thus----------->don’t chew, don’t swallow, don’t choke


8. In & out of the Hospital, when I think of our Love, I miss it

“Thus----------->don’t drink, don’t think, don’t cry


9. In & out of the Hospital, when I think of our Love, I miss it

“Thus----------->don’t you, don’t leave, don’t you


10. In & out of the Hospital, when I think of our Love, I miss it

“Thus----------->don’t leave, don’t leave, don’t leave



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1.81)


in relation to my nausea----------->


this is the emptiness we’re talking about--------------->


“fill ‘er up fill ‘er down fill ‘er up ‘nother round”


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1.9)


“fill ‘er up fill ‘er down fill ‘er up ‘nother round”


Silence in the EL when I look myself in the eye


thus--------------->


“fill ‘er up fill ‘er down fill ‘er up ‘nother round”


The distitillating world outside is all that awaits us


thus--------------->


“fill ‘er up fill ‘er down fill ‘er up ‘nother round”


the clack of the track makes me think of all those I’ve never known


thus--------------->


“fill ‘er up fill ‘er down fill ‘er up ‘nother round”


These are my eyes & they will open for you alone


thus--------------->


“fill ‘er up fill ‘er down fill ‘er up ‘nother round”


I don’t know where I am going but I know I won’t miss it


thus--------------->


whattodo—[?]whatodo—[?] whattodo—[?]whatodo—[?]


whattodo—[?]whatodo—[?] whattodo—[?]whatodo—[?]


aye—[!]


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1.10)


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