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“Mouth”—“part it—[?]”—“[?]”—“huh—[?]”—“together & the lips”—“OH”—“admit nothing”—“to go into”—“OH”—“is finally nothing”—“or”—“STOP”—“I am in”—“this World”—“I SEE”—“this tiny”—“little World”—“OH”—“is what”—“OH”—“will break me”—“OH”—“I will break”—“with my hands”—“STOP”—“going against”—“what we thought”—“OH”—“that could”—“could the could”—“OH”—“was now dying”—“since to find”—“any home”—“I SEE”—“was dead”—“you were”—“OH”—“was painless at first”—“I believe I see morning”—“in her Hair”—“STOP”—“it was in the stare”—“that I knew we were fucked”—“& you were busy with anybody—“&”—“NO”—“no begging in thick sounds”—“I found her”—“OH”—“in bed, smiling”—“something was going to happen”—“&”—“OH”—“& that long stare”—“after, the morning began”—“STOP”—“to thin”—“or, to urge something”—“OH”—“some tiny suffering”—“far off would do”—“STOP”—“to steady the ache”—“tattle-tale”—“I will make a love list”—“STOP”—“in my hands”—“bag begging matter’s stand”—“OH”—“she liked the thought”—“of laughing”—“realized, that Face was darkening”—“back in step”—“in the backyard”—“OH”—“I thought”—“about the dull digging”—“the so-called throng”—“of suffering perhaps”—“STOP”—“baby first”—“from Birth”—“bitched”—“I understood the notion”—“OH”—“of excess”—“STOP”—“is what would hold me”—“glued to this World”—“feeling into the fucking”—“I SEE”—“filth fucked”—“my Body”—“OH”—“just so—[!]”—“so to leave me speechless”—“or”—“back to screaming”—“OH”—“throughout the Night”—“straining nothing”—“but every muscle”—“STOP”—“inclined upon”—“the cheek”—“the jaw back”—“smashed”—“OH”—“how we lived through”—“this ache”—“grew louder”—“with every year”—“STOP”—“I couldn’t handle”—“starting over or”—“getting over you”—“OH”—“none to more ”—“to no more have—[?]”—“the insufferable chill of Fall”—“STOP”—“turn & tell me”—“what that groan”—“has always been”—“hasn’t been”—“OH”—“of Grace”—“are my”—“every movements”—“STOP”—“through your Hair”—“further, the hands dig”—“I SEE”—“The Body”—“Bruises Body”—“is how we Bloom”—“to drag”—“OH”—“dragging which was trying”—“which had nothing to do with”—“OH”—“get on moving—[!]”—“or the End”—“would be the Agony I would not survive”—“how sad”—“STOP”—“to think”—“of being Alive”—“in this City”—“OH”—“is what roared me”—“awake & to sleep”—“I SEE”—“each day I knew”—“nothing of ending”—“STOP”—“with each movement forward”—“I hear, the promise”—“OH”—“you told me once”—“there would be more”—“NO”—“& this held me”—“in the grass”—“I would lay”—“listening to the birthing”—“OH”—“crickets in May”—“I shut voice”—“STOP”—“Body grabbing every”—“detail of far-off breathing”—“drifting below”—“my Ear”—“which was the”—“OH”—“& the oh suddenly”—“something happened”—“baby stopped dead—[!]”—“on it’s own—[!]”—“OH”—“Imagine—[!]”—“OH—“I’d rather not”—“be a flaw”—“hanging meat”—“STOP”—“in the window”—“rare”—“infant kneeling”—“OH”—“in the corner”—“the buzzing bitch”—“of the Body”—“dull response”—“of Hand”—“STOP”—“to head thought”—“so this perhaps”—“OH”—“was to move on”—“so to move”—“the Body”—“STOP”—“over the mound”—“to begin”—“OH”—“another day”—“OH”—“Morning arrived”—“again, sadly”—“rolling over, to find”—“there is no one there”—“OH’—“again”—“STOP”—“feeling strained”—“& the ears wither”—“I SEE”—“whether we’re together”—“can’t own”—“disconnected”—“catching, other hand”—“PAUSE”—“that lick back”—“now, backing backing”—“STOP”—“long, as of sudden”—“the lash dulled”—“OH”—“after all, about the ears of course”—“or the lips”—“& what’s left of them”—“OH”—“the less, the dry”—“the smacking into Eternity”—“the so-called Punishment”—“STOP”—“of begging for that sudden”—“STOP”—“suddenly I was crying”—“OH”—“suddenly I was Home”—“speaking to myself”—“hand over”—“STOP”—“Mouth”—“STOP”—“your mind”—“The Body, shrouded”—“OH”—“in a darkening Space”—“fit for going Mad”—“lapping up smiles”—“OH”—“the ass of the Face”—“Jaws”—“Jowls”—“in my steps”—“the drifting urge”—“to bring the crying back”—“STOP”—“the time I fell in the Park”—“under the Sun”—“OH”—“blood in the Eyes”—“worn to the ground”—“in the earthless ground”—“OH”—“became my Toilet lament”—“STOP”—“alternating amongst”—“torsos, abated”—“the Face, genuinely”—“OH”—“smeared across the Fist”—“became my pastoral Heaven”—“but this was not post-mortem”—“so the Face rose again”—“OH”—“in a spatter of moans”—“could have been sonnets”—“aestheticizing our isolation”—“in misere speak”—“STOP”—“the Ache”—“is a seasonal predilection, Dear”—“OH”—“The Question”—“is in not talking”—“against all these Smiles”—“STOP”—“darkening & closing”—“around us, the Doom, chiseled”—“& we were ravished”—“I SEE”—“Outside, we were wearing”—“Bodies”—“OH”—“in order to begin”—“the opening scene”—“OH”—“of this World”—“which we’ll never photograph”—“which was our nature godforsaken”—“STOP”—“the sin sucked shutting”—“shucks”—“in the past”—“OH”—“tears had this thing”—“of being so vain in light”—“occurred how awful it was”—“STOP”—“to survive—[!]”—“& again the cryback”—“thinking”—“of a soft spot”—“a bare thread”—“of a memory”—“OH”—“that sprawled across”—“your entire Body”—“shaking yet”—“I SEE”—“kept in it’s proper place”—“the fear of chewing”—“that Summer”—“OH”—“we pulled the plug”—“I sneezed”—“STOP”—“the fine glower of intimacy”—“OH”—“Love somehow”—“as a bitter presence”—“OH”—“life as we know it”—“depends on the burning”—“will you erase me”—“when I am gone—[?]”—“OH”—“there were people”—“in this picture once”—“OH”—“never had no better”—“STOP”—“the beauty of destroying”—“entire families”—“their blood paving the way”—“of my enlightenment”—“OH”—“defaced”—“I SEE”—“My Hurt”—“felt redundant”—“like the fact of a scream”—“OH”—“I said”—“just no to your Body”—“Good-Bye & Pray-Tell”—“the Eyes, vanished, but not the Body”—“Mouf”—“ “against the Mouth”—“OH”—“no getting”—“around this Space”—“buttoned up”—“STOP”—“the Body drifting”—“so long”—“OH”—“say Good-Bye”—“OH”—“to those sweetsweet”—“vanishing eyes”—“wasn’t half bad”—“this dying”—“OH”—“this dusk”—“this end”—“ending towards”—“who the fuck knows”—“gradually it’ll become painless”—“the proof—[?]”—“STOP”—“she got”—“OH”—“the morning”—“in her stare”—“suddenly brightens”—“suddenly the suffering”—“STOP”—“suffers this occasion”—“babybaby”—“it’s the roar”—“STOP”—“so foolish so”—“OH”—“little is perfect”—“practically hearing this smacked”—“against the lips”—“again, the thought”—“how maddening to be in this”—“Body”—“bodybody downed”—“OH”—“the mercies & reasonings”—“of the Face”—“working that movement”—“I SEE”—“flashed, alone”—“in this pouring of shame”—“in this crawling affair”—“STOP”—“I’m left singing”—“OH”—“about harvesting”—“OH”—“my cock”—“& the Sun again”—“became very Hot”—“on my skin, blackening”—“& surely”—“OH”—“I’m livelier”—“OH”—“when being Broke”—“& running blindly straight into”—“STOP”—“all this Excess”—“& the taste of your fatty”—“OH”—“& greasy hands in my lips”—“I SEE”—“the times”—“when all we were”—“OH”—“was Happy”—“OH”—“was so few”—“so cherished when”—“the Heat begins”—“STOP”—“the beating-off”—“begins the scraping”—“& their blackening shadows”—“STOP”—“in mine Eyes”—“rests the”—“OH”—“ depths”—“of suspicions”—“OH”—“the depths”—“of some Horror”—“that’ll one day”—“OH”—“subsume us”—“absorb us”—“how we crumpled in our previous”—“forming into”—“STOP”—“the angle of this”—“room”—“brought the notion”—“that we are”—“I SEE”—““unpardonable”—“in the Anxiety”—“running along”—“OH”—“the small of our Backs”—“where I would rest”—“my chin”—“& this Act”—“OH”—“needed no justification”—“STOP”—“but it occurred”—“STOP”—“ All in”—“OH”—“all in all”—“The Meaning”—“I SEE”—“was the Lack”—“of Authority”—“STOP”—“over our own Bodies”—“OH”—“strained under the Sun”—“in the Morning”—“STOP”—“the cheeks contorting”—“for the right to Sink”—“OH”—“into this Day”—“OH”—“back Home”—“suffocating under”—“all this fucking”—“STOP”—“laughing”—“& licking your Lips”—“OH”—“with that twinkle”—“in your Eyes”—“vanished”—“OH”—“which represented”—“the Surge towards------------>”OH”—“how we”—“expendlight”—“through the Whole”—“I SEE”—“of this”—“Shitting”—“upon our Years”—“OH”—“so to be forever”—“OH”—“the Purge known”—“as Our Benevolent”—“OH”—“Years, I fear”—“STOP”—“not here”
