Thursday, September 9, 2010

RUMPCOASTER






This, is how I, seductively

arranged the Beasts


on edge

attack


associate, abandoned

words,


mouthed:

howrel


damaged, the deeper,

crazily the


disposition, devises

what


heard, accuracy

trampled


the temple

supposed----------------------------->


to some,

something


voices, what

voice


what varied, under

questions—[?]


Crushed

under


foot, waiting to

fuck my


own

reflection,


is a resolution, of awakening,

about waking to


rose-------------------->roar

face


beginning, to look

fatherly


looks—[anti—

the] firmly


facing

shitty


fashion,

casually


bent

the Body, blue


you


better

make


some noise

you


filthy, fucking

Pig”


means

seeing


the will,

of the would


living

branches


haelp

stretch, my


expanse—[?]

Driving


fastly

through


thus launched

big, Body


now

just


memory or, at least,

a hand, me


a manner, meaning

nothing


didn't

opposite


against the attention, addicts

the Interior


other or,------------------------>

tumor


My sugar

sugar cried


calling me

pop


hooks

our condition


hands

me, moments


of longing

little, light


instead the

pains


to pit

against


pronouns, place

passion's


rose

remark:


“details

talking, like


dick

directions”


stepping, hesitantly

towards


desiring

or, diverging


the done

dug


meaning:

“I was


Beginning

in a tight


grave”

gravely


turns me, to a noise

working


out “the terms of

trembling” under


roof of

mouth


aloof

& all


my head

troubles


everything

picture:


me, pissing, always

against


the Wind—

“enough


about

my ambition”


of anguish

without,


I agreed to further

myself


somewhere

to which


someone

should


do something to me or, admiring

that cloud


up there

looks


like a big

fucking


clit

clouds


places

me,


perpetually following

you, over


the evening’s

course


of course,

alone


cross, without

other


wrecks

something


somewhere

some


someone’s

skin


someone

following


someone to

somewhere


sadly, overwhelms

me, still


knowing, nothing:

reasons


I’m resisting

regret or,


what reconciles

father


does

dead


to ground,

frequently


getting

some


skin” is

an event


I filled with such

joy


putting affection

to form, to


shut with

lots


of

quick


groping or,

denying


demands

of say:


“devoured

delicate


dialogue

dealing


with

dimwits


definitely you are not

charming or,


my doubt

dilating


choices expand

to only


shut

on


fingers

figure


“I

end”


or, passing places, impossible

to prevent


peculiarity

small &


uncomfortable

nothing


orders this

to be


obscure

see


thumbs

make


us

different


since

distinctly


“I

Emptied dick”


& flat, flying or,

bending


my mouth so fluent

so found


I’m

fixed


on my

back


friendly

spunk


master

system


offers me, obscurity

notoriously


nothing

is brief


& painless

in the


Dark, many

are here


imploring: “must avoid

strangers


everywhere my

bowels even


are thick, expressions

of Love


& fatherless being

sad


being

born


sad, in a barn

here--hmmm


intended to house the mute

middle, minutes


lengthen the hammering

of morning


precautions

phrases or,


problem of painting

places


looked shut

solid


inches, indepths

advance


ashes, gently

restored


my dream

where


what was whole,

was


wasted was my

asshole


waiting to travel

there


to head,

to funky


birth---------------------->“don't lower me in

that pit”


can't order

one


speaking, other’s

direction


already

know


how

“my


chest

seems


elementally

combustible”


to exist so “I

needed


rest”—the tips from

lips


expected to have

clasped this


hypotheses

could


come

suitably


along

having


enough

here


under

openly


almost, anyone’s

persuasion's


physical

promises


of names

don't


shadow, things in

darkness around


you

your


hampered throat

over to


lift

you


from bed lightly,

a matter of home


nightly, your

masturbation


“threats

make


me

hard”


in the breakdown

of things often


stick to unchanging “I appreciate

your answer


anxiously or, my attention

is a child among late


explanations

murmuring


meat

lust


hungrily, anxiously

abandoned


speaking more knowing

I, interval


towards passion peevishly

coming never


what never

ever


comes in my eyes

flood forward


bursting

always


teeters if

sense


of this room

forms


speculation as words

vanished the,


words

stop


to smack, divisions

of your


face, in the

sky


causes content

bodies


digressing, continuously

in, a duration


crossing

to count “all my


degradations”

crumpled


can't crown my

ass


doomed

so calmly


compelled to fall & form

again


against

bodily


end

ending


coldly announced

“I’m bent &


Hairless”

slob


sleeping on the spot, sucking

till sour


source

sore


& round light

place me------------------->ruined


particularly in the thee

to “see


my laughter finds

nothing”


in jeopardy

“continually


deceitful”

bothering


you in irregular

pacing


in space

closely


searched to soar

in “you probably


respect my innocent

dreaming”


behind this field spared

bursting


bodies with blood

however


small this eloquence

of violence


exempts you

to dung


surprises, spectacles

you were


surprised to hit

the roof


hits you

ending


your voice, old &

closely


received, rebukes

simulates the


stimulated, waste

from my


meant

perhaps


to pretend indefinitely

of being in


love, beginning to account

for all our


suffering

drops


to direct “I’m desiring

this”


circumstance, suited our

sight


swimming in a deserted land

of difference


becomes

vulgar becomes


“called

curiously”


corresponding with

anything “I’m


inside &

light”


leaves my

eyes, much the more


to be

desired


more deprived, depraved

charging


or, making, murmurs

more


pleasant in length

to redistribute


fingers & stories

capable of


embodying the

everlasting


it's so

Strange


to see

you


here