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i lose what’s left in the room
a tenderskin before even splayed
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scooting man-tits by the fat man regime
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fiddling the pills in my mouth like they’ll
do any good
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a proper stance in morning askance
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it’s friday i assume and i fall over in flowers
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This early poem seems to be an initial reaction to the work required of him.
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Attempts to make the horror reasonable, from anti-depressants prescribed pre-employment, clearly cannot handle the load of what he sees.
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The optimism seems quaint, at this point at least.
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Later poems will deem this particular poem a joke.
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