(1)
Face-to-Face, We are only Beginning to Write: “From Now On…”
(2)
For Example: “Every Border between us
Shall be Slammed”
(3)
IF there were a Concentration of Collapsings between the Intention of Desire (“so to Speak”) and the Place of a
Pleasurable Consequence (“as it Spoke”)
(4)
I Found Myself, walking Home, with a Nervousness in my Step, and an Anxiety
with every Face I Encountered
(5)
And the Silliness of it all Grows
like this
(6)
To Begin: (“In the End”)—After
(7)
Theoretically: (-en)—Closure
in------------à“*this”
(8)
The Violent Scratch our Lives, will one Day Assume
(9)
Every deliberate Movement, in Thyself: “A *this—in—*this”
(10)
And the Silliness of it all depends
on-----------à“In the Event…”
(11)
The way your Face tilted, Marked, Stomped
on a Point of Disapproval
(12)
For Example: “I Admit to find the
most Intense Pull to Write” that it
Verges on what I am sure, can be Compared, to Ecstasy
(13)
For Example: “I Admit that these
Days, I find the utmost Disinterest
in Reading” and the only way to liken this Sensation, is to One of total Revulsion
(14)
Your Face Disapproves of my Extending and it Constructs that very Extension
(15) For Example: To Translate your
Condition to Shock
(16)
The Predisposition that I Loathe
(17)
It is the Conclusion, which Invents, or rather, merely Contrives this Entire Present
Story
(18)
“Precisely…”
(19)
The Conclusion is in (this): (in) Without (in) this
(20)
Ultimately, my Collapsing, will be
Seen, as to (have) been, the Residue of an Operation, that I Obstructed onto this Life: a “Crap-Off”, a “Stomach-Turning Scrap”, a “Passion for an Elaborate Joke”, and all
of it, going sore (-ily) Wrong, yet Perfectly Framed. Thus:
What Shall Remain (after the Collapse), Here then, is the Antagonism of an Action, where the actual Remains, will not Rest in
either of these two Senses: Desire or Guilt.
(21)
In a Way, my Collapse, Here, will Repetitiously, Suspend itself
(22)
“ I have often Wondered, the many ways, in which SPANX, could Heighten my Life.”
(23)
But Who is fucking Counting—[?]
(24)
Thus: I haven’t the Slightest Clue
what I am looking for; However, I am
quite sure that I am Hamming-It
through this Existence
(25)
For Example: Touching you, is not an
Act of fucking Effigy; But Baby-Girl, it IS “Something fucking Else…”
