Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Gangrene




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There are no doctors here,

so enough to speak of,

or any that might be of medical use.

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Somebody that might have helped

the pile of torn

that rests at the foot of my bed at least.

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Passing whispers along like zippers

shrugged downward and open enough

to display the victim object like a

ballroom with room enough to dance in.

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2.

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My tonsil still seems with the coffin smell

formulaed by parts of panting and

decided shades of ruin.

I stop forth with stamped regret

of all the things I left to rot,

to turn green,

to be wantonly forgotten

and – yet – still hot.

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3.

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I’ve been known by some

by the name Gregory, or Greg

mostly,

but not one ever calls me that

anymore.

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A man put down

for awhile

this Greg, or Gregory

pats along enough volts

to count well enough alone.

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4.

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I saw the stance of gangrene boys

held like headaches in my hand.

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As if through a magnifying glass,

I shudder at their details.

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Tempered by tawdry fuck-yes wonder

they feel minor each time I stance at them.

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I jury the pool even held a bit naughty,

and burn their bits to absolute bits

nouned right this time.

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5.

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and such break of combos

attributed along to things

better left unremembered

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someone said to me,

“you need another toothbrush,

and I can get you one if you like”

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and he did but that didn’t stop

the teeth from falling splat

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6.

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I would say I wouldn’t sing,

I wouldn’t do anything but clean.

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The boys chorus seems stupider still,

and still I don’t sing.

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A tongue still repressed along

for the evening neww,

the posse or corpse puddle

I still have time to deal with.

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If this room held you and me,

I’d stop the room from happening

and turn off the TV.

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8.

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If we were to be left alone,

like the bodies ourselves are usually left,

this truth would be kept as such

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and just as soon kept left alone.

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And yet I sit here hearing it all

with limited fact in front of my my face:

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A fact still left as such and still

something to quandary over.

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The seventh poem of this particular series has been excised, without noted cause.

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