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1.
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There are no doctors here,
so enough to speak of,
or any that might be of medical use.
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Somebody that might have helped
the pile of torn
that rests at the foot of my bed at least.
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Passing whispers along like zippers
shrugged downward and open enough
to display the victim object like a
ballroom with room enough to dance in.
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2.
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My tonsil still seems with the coffin smell
formulaed by parts of panting and
decided shades of ruin.
I stop forth with stamped regret
of all the things I left to rot,
to turn green,
to be wantonly forgotten
and – yet – still hot.
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3.
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I’ve been known by some
by the name Gregory, or Greg
mostly,
but not one ever calls me that
anymore.
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A man put down
for awhile
this Greg, or Gregory
pats along enough volts
to count well enough alone.
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4.
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I saw the stance of gangrene boys
held like headaches in my hand.
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As if through a magnifying glass,
I shudder at their details.
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Tempered by tawdry fuck-yes wonder
they feel minor each time I stance at them.
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I jury the pool even held a bit naughty,
and burn their bits to absolute bits
nouned right this time.
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5.
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and such break of combos
attributed along to things
better left unremembered
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someone said to me,
“you need another toothbrush,
and I can get you one if you like”
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and he did but that didn’t stop
the teeth from falling splat
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6.
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I would say I wouldn’t sing,
I wouldn’t do anything but clean.
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The boys chorus seems stupider still,
and still I don’t sing.
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A tongue still repressed along
for the evening neww,
the posse or corpse puddle
I still have time to deal with.
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If this room held you and me,
I’d stop the room from happening
and turn off the TV.
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8.
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If we were to be left alone,
like the bodies ourselves are usually left,
this truth would be kept as such
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and just as soon kept left alone.
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And yet I sit here hearing it all
with limited fact in front of my my face:
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A fact still left as such and still
something to quandary over.
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The seventh poem of this particular series has been excised, without noted cause.
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